This month, we’re pleased to offer seven new poems by several returning and new contributors.
We were on a mission to see just how alive our lives were.
Remember how we danced in back of the bar
& were asked to stop? I told the bartender
I’d trade a carton of cigarettes
if she let us keep dancing. It worked.
Remember the guy with the tattooed face
& step-dancers in matching lamé?
On Avenue C I kicked the stereo on the curb
when stereos were big enough for a shoe.
It was the night the only money you had
was a one-hundred-dollar bill.
It fell into the bodega bag with the blackberries.
I washed it & laid it out to dry.
“Now you’re a money launderer,” you said.
Sometime later you would hail a cab & feel
the city’s anxious heart hammering the pavement.
How can you explain it? The ease of falling
up tiled stairs, our boomeranged voices
in a blue hallway, trying to catch acid rain.
That June, you hung a white sheet in your garden
for the Fellini party, wore a black wig
& called me Marcello all night.
I stirred Martinis with a pen.
The trumpet player practiced upstairs,
Fellini ghosted on repeat &
the cat escaped through the back window
cracked so thin, my fist barely fit through.
We sat on the steps making posters of the cat,
though what was lost would never be found again.
The Lost Art of Getting Lost
Once there was an Off. Now hands roll over screens like spells
cast too fast to notice the gaze, glaze hardening into lacquer.
Red Warbler: I’ve been waiting for you my whole life,
now you’re on the tree stump, sound as a compass.
Chin-down, scrolling, I search. When I look up,
your white throat has dissolved in clouds like a memory
of skywriting for fine finishing cream. No worries!
Buy the Bird Finder App. GPS routes the straightest path,
though a wrong turn would lead into a shy forest blinking
with purple berries, tiny violets, mayflower.
A set of high wings pour a shadow so thick it drinks the moss.
I never knew ink could fly. Each hawk, pure liquid.
Where did it go—that echo inside us, desire to not know, to float,
keep some knots tied? Afraid of getting lost I check my phone.
But I’m not holding a map at all; it’s holding me.
Google looses its grip; Earth quits Northing & Southing.
With no On-Off, we would hover & spin like lunar walkers;
As you reach for my hand I would realize that the freckle
I love so much—the one on your neck—
looks even better upside down.
Margot Douaihy is the author of the forthcoming book Girls Like You (Clemson University Press, 2015) and I Would Ruby If I Could.
The old man takes a box of cornflakes to his grave. Good enough for the boy, good enough for the hoary, he says, as he leans against the headstone, snacking, watching snow fall. And wishing for prizes. He is attached to those years; those years have a way with him; & the decoder ring just out of reach reminds him that the country graveyard, in which he lies, is no country at all, & yet, under the stars, the light is a homecoming. Light, at 186,000 miles-per-second, strikes the old guy who is now up to his neck in rimed flakes. Then the gentleman-farmer Mister Frost is fast upon him. Full of blank verse, he has something of consequence to say about what is & what is not in the box.
David Foster Wallace
Outside the Frost Library, the butterflies have been exterminated. If you let me into the library, I will get some Frost. I will get woods, pastures, a conversation to brook. The Monarchs in field guides disregard my high sentences. They make me feel like a snowman with Hairstreaks. I blurt out something orotund in my notebook about ∞. How could I know the height, the depth of that floating fact?
The Ohio Element
To play the sonata in Toledo, I will need a piano. And a peony in a vase to set upon the grand. And a pair of shears to snip the peony from the garden, an Ashtabula garden where rabbits levitate. And if necessary a machine shop for the fabrication of snips—of a similar temper as Chinese scissors. I also require a scale to weigh Youngstown steel, its heft, & quicklime to address miscellaneous slag. To delve into ore, as in aria, a piano is not a rational instrument. I would not be an Ohioan without the high-pitched rabbits.
L.S. Klatt’s poems have appeared in VOLT, Harvard Review, The Iowa Review, and elsewhere. His latest collection, Sunshine Wound, was published in the fall of 2014.
The Tree of Return
“King Agadja of Dahomey planted the Tree of Return in the grand Place de Zoungbodji, marking the point of last goodbyes. By turning three times around the tree, slaves could ensure that their spirits would return to their homeland after death.”—“Visiting Ouidah,” The Ouidah Museum of History
Like when you close your eyes and see yourself on stage with the Jackson 5 stop the love you save may be your own like when you think a song is written just for you ooo la la la like this is my jam and no one else better claim it cause you said it first and that’s the way it works down here Rock Rock Planet Rock on someone’s boom box some summer everyone outside in the street on the curb underneath the streetlamp and you’re supposed to go inside when it comes on but you don’t always you want to linger after sweat and lips and hide-and-go-get-it but that comes later
When are we?
1980 something redlined L.A. suburb meaning all Black see everyone’s parents from somewhere-else-Louisiana-Mississippi-Alabama see Buddy on the manhole cover we call home plate waiting for Phil to throw a good fastball which is just a tennis ball and Buddy can’t hit so the pitch is irrelevant what matters is you sitting on the fire hydrant near Mrs. Franklin’s mailbox which is also third base and Erica standing next to you saying hey batter batter batter hey batter batter pink and blue beads at the end of her braids click-clacking like this moment could be a numbered panel in the Migration of the Negro but you don’t know anything about that Lawrence Negro yet what matters is the cop car at the end of the street what matters is Erica saying here comes the fuzz and you laugh with her then take your cue from the bored older boys who move their bodies as slow as they want unzip the street just enough for the fuzz to pass windows rolled down watching you watch them watch you like someone pressed pause except no one turns the song down don’t stop the cops round the corner and you all go back to before they showed up with their sorry slunk down selves Buddy says man throw me something I can hit and Erica with her hey batter batter because not one of you is fully grown but all of you have already learned the suspect magic of transforming threats to Black life into nothing but a minor interruption
like my father with his lead diabetes foot stomping Iko Iko carnival rhythms my grandma and your grandma my father’s mother my first time in New Orleans she laid sick up in her bed said come here baby closer so I can see your pretty face these all your babies to my mother like the box of Mardi Gras beads she sent every year my sisters and I laid them on the floor like jewels like the gold pinky ring the boy next door found in the street and gave me then his family moved back down South but not before he kissed me now every time I hear Luther and Gregory I’m twelve years old becausethere’s nothing better than love when he left I was certain the South had everything beautiful Black and secret on lock forget water hoses that was TV and a long time ago Birmingham couldn’t be all bad if it created him besides I’d already been to New Orleans and heard the music and ate boiled shrimp so I knew my parents were lying about the South being a place no one in her right mind would ever want to live even before my grandmother died and I found my father crying by himself looking out the window at the street I used to play on but looked nothing like the street with the stoops in his city hundreds of miles away where his mother would be buried in a grave like a small house above ground so no water would wash her away not his tears or the cheap wine he drank every night to help him forget I don’t know maybe the scars on his back where his father the son of a White father and Black mother whose name no one knows beat him I knew the South was a real place you could leave but also a feeling stuck inside your skin like if someone asks where y’at you might say South and the meaning will vary depending on the context like my mother off key singing truly truly in love with you girl like I’m covering my ears and rolling my eyes at my sisters like when is she going to stop and my mother truly not giving a fuck at all like what would my mother’s life resemble in a context absent of segregation and fear of Black bodies
Who are we?
slow jams mix tapes recording songs off the oldies station Jackie Wilson Belafonte Nat King Cole Lena Horne brown faces on your parents’ records it’s no accident you wrote your first poem listening to Stevie Wonder or later you fell in love with a piano player otherwise known as The Relationship That Made Me Swear Off All Future Musicians because who wants to be second to anyone’s first love but Music Man gave you Thelonius Monk so this might be about give and take and then there was the poet who knew what to do with a conga and shared his reggae dreams and by then bend down low it was too late like his Jamaican grandmother who loved to dance used to say when she was still alive love was born
Let me tell you what I know
I might not believe in God but I believe in the blue note Strange Fruit hip hop Purple Rain and the dub side.
I believe in I’ll Fly Away sung by a Creole man at my father’s open casket wake. I believe in the side dip and bounce when you’re dancing a second line. I believe in Louis Armstrong playing for Lucille in front of the Sphinx.
I believe in Miles not with his back to us but facing the soul-crushing thing for us.
I believe in the love Whitney was saving, Marvin Gaye’s healing, Gil Scot’s revolution, and I’m almost certain some salvation might be at the end of Mariah Carey’s high note circa 1988.
I believe in me myself and I and don’t forget what you got.
I believe in Aretha spelling our name, and in Nina because Mississippi goddamn here comes four women carrying the sununtil we make a joyful weep.
I believe in Billie always Billie let’s all bow our heads to Billie who we failed—
Finally I swear by the hearts of first generation Southern migration Black girls who after Saturday morning cartoons wait outside their house for another girl and when she sees her says watch me and does the splits or a back bend or some move she makes up on the spot and the other girl does three cartwheels and then they wait for one more girl to open her front door and this holiest trinity turns cheap plastic jump ropes into a Harriett Tubman double-dutch dance of freedom like beats in Congo Square thick-thighed bass in bone and skin like the clearing Baby Suggs made for us Flesh of our Flesh Blood of our Blood Hair Teeth Nail Shell Root like this drum cut from the Coast shipped to here like this y’all like that truly truly like this…
Rae Paris is Assistant Professor of Creative Writing at Michigan State University.
Alphabetica and More
We all know the two
Fat ladies of 88.
But what of the pig’s
Tail in the Q,
The hockey stick of J,
The hairpin bends
Of S and U,
Of a yacht in A
Or is it a tepee
Or a rocket ready
For take off;
The scissors in X
Or a cross teacher’s
Vengeance, the rung
Of a ladder
In the H, a bee’s zigzag
Flight in Z,
L and bosomy
B and paunchy D,
The new moon of C,
The plunging neckline of V,
The body builder T
And skinny I
And the pouting oomph of O.
But there’s more—
Orange rind the skin
Of old aunties,
The bare twigs of grapes
Like arteries; the sweet
Nothings of two
Goldfish in a bowl,
Those Greek helmets;
Of pirates in the x-ray
Of a skull, a diabetic
Playing a game of dice
With sugar cubes;
The collective italics
Of windswept grass
Or devotees in a mosque;
The magnified eye
Of a fly in a fencer’s mask
And the epee an
A city skyline at night
In the barcode of a book,
Midnight on an alarm
Clock in the pupil
Of a cat, the human
Brain a shelled walnut,
Oil boiling like
A rash of pimples,
Varicose veins a delta
And look closely—
The yogi is an
Manohar Shetty has published poems in journals around the world, includingShenandoah, Chelsea, New Letters, and Rattapallax.